Start of something new .

Monday, February 1 11:03:00 AM


I'm in love with a girl who knows me better. Fell for the woman just when i met her. Took my sweet time when i was bitter. Someone understands. And she knows how to treat a fella right. Give me that feeling every night. Wants to make love when i wanna fight. Now someone understands me. I'm in love with a girl (I'm in love with)..


I Rest My Case.

Friday, January 22 2:22:00 AM

At times, i would be worried of what i am posting on this blog of mine, feeling a little insecure of what im telling to the world. But it's all different now. This is my web journal/diary and i wish to say anything i want provided it's beyond the line. I dont give a dumb fuck of what others want to comment about my post or my english or whatsoever. I've removed the tagboard so come right up to me if you have something to say. We'll talk like gentlemen and settle it there and then. No more hiding behind pathetic names and going on creating havoc. Im done. I rest my case. Have an awesome week people.



Twenty Ten .

Friday, January 1 8:17:00 PM


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
It's 2010 babehhh!

Whatever happened in 2009, good or bad, it cant be changed and already part of our past. It's an experience we went through and now we look forward for new challenges in life. Afterall, let bygones be bygones, and learn from our mistakes.

2009 was tough for me, although it's neither great nor bad. It was balanced between ups and downs. Missing out a lot on football due to injury and other reasons. Academically was still a huge challenge for me, trying to absorb and get some interest in engineering. Whatever it is, i still had huge fun in 2009. I believe i became a better person, even for the slightest bit. And of course, i believe i end the year 2009 on a high note.


Love is Cinta.

Tuesday, December 29 5:08:00 PM



Sukarnya 'tuk ku melupakan, sinar matamu yang menawan. Terbayang-bayang tiap masa, senyumanmu menggoada. Kehangatan terasa di jiwa, tika kau lafaz kata cinta. Nafas terhenti, seketika, seakan sukar ku percaya.Ku juga mencintai dirimu, mengapa sukar ku luahkan. Bukan sengaja ku menahan, bibir membeku lidah terkelu. Ku juga mencintai dirimu, kau amat sempurna buatku. Bukan saja aku biarkan, kan ku ucap jua padamu.

Sukarnya untukku ucapkan, ku takut akan kehilangan mu. Akan ku buat segalanya, untukmu kekasihku. Cuma satu yang belum terluah, kalimah cinta kau nantikan. Bila masa dan ketika, tidak dapat ku menjawabnya. Ku juga mencintai dirimu, mengapa sukar ku luahkan. Bukan sengaja ku menahan, bibir membeku lidah terkelu. Ku juga mencintai dirimu, kau amat sempurna buatku. Bukan saja aku biarkan, kan ku ucap jua padamu.

Semalaman, ku menunggu panggilanmu. Pabila terdengar suaramu, ku terlupa segalanya.


Skip the goodbyes, please.

Tuesday, December 22 11:54:00 PM




We drive tonight and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. The time flies by, with the sound of your voice. Its close to paradise, with the end surely near. And if i could only stop the car and hold on to you. And never let go (and never let go), I'll never let go (I'll never let go). As we round the corner to you house, you turned to me and said, "I'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent." And i want to speak these words but i'll just bite my tongue. And accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from.

And I.. I dont wanna speak these words. Cause I.. I dont wanna make things any worse. And I.. I dont wanna speak these words. Cause I.. I dont wanna make things any worse.

Why does tonight, have to end? Why dont we hit restart, and pause it at our favourite parts, we'll skip the goodbyes. If i had it my way, i'd turn the car around and runaway, just you and i..


Just a smile and the rain is gone.

Thursday, December 17 6:09:00 PM


Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile.


It's the common test week once again. Im already done with two papers, just one more to go tomorrow. With the fact that i missed three weeks of school for the tournament in Indonesia, think i have done well to catch up with lesson for this common test. Once, a lecturer of mine advised me to withdraw from his module, so that i wont screw up my GPA badly. I refused and now im glad that i took that decision. Anyhow, the three core modules were pretty manageable, it's just that im lazy to do revision. Without proper preparation, i thought i quite ease through the first two papers.. So what if i really had studied? Regrets. Done and dusted.


Change is nature .

Tuesday, December 15 11:56:00 AM


Remy's dad: The world we live in belongs to the enemy.. We must live carefully. We look out for our own kind Remy, when all is said and done we're all we got..
Remy: NO..
Remy's dad: What?
Remy: No, Dad, I dont believe it.. You're telling me the future is, can only be more of this?
Remy's day: This, is the ways things are.. You cant change nature
Remy: Change is nature Dad, the part that we can influence.. and it starts when we decide..
Remy's dad: Where are you going?
Remy: With luck.. Forward

Above was quoted from the movie Ratatouille. It was a random movie played on Disney Channel that happened to be the channel that was tuned in on television. Upon hearing this, i was moved by it and went to find the exact words. I like it, totally.

it was you who picked the pieces up, when i was a broken soul. and then glued me back together, returned to me what others stole.